sorry dear, kept you worried.

I was tired and kinda emo-ing:
I was emo-ing, because I was wondering,
have you seen my effort about meeting you?
the time I wanted to spent together with you?

is this just a blog? or a blog to share?
if what I want to say can be so easily conveyed to you,
to tell you, to talk to you?

and dun be angry.
I am sorry for my attitude about not being motivated.
currently I am fighting for time, for life, for survival and for Christ.
for lots of stuffs.
It is just simply God traiing for my future, where I need to fight with a strong will, which i dont have for now. lol.
Thank you dear for going out with me together today.
though i always say about your butterfly arms, you have muscles. woo! :D
though it is hairy around your limbs, my has more hairs. :D
though life is tough, we have survived through.
jia you wor. Life is tough. (:

our relationship is tougher, but....
let's seek for our dreams - to be together, in Christ. (: