how's life?

I hope you are doing fine! :)
praying for your studies, and your well being,
people around me.

hmm, how did you spend your birthday?
must be a happening one, because all your friends are celebrating for you! :)
happy, happy for you!
must stay happy okay?

there is a few times, i was on a package and i passed by your secondary school.
I was wondering, if you retake, I guess i will see you there.. and maybe things maybe different from now?
but no matter what it is, i know you are definitely happy for now, or not, enjoying your life with God.:)

Reflected upon a lot of stuffs - and seems to understand a bit more and that.
I thank god that you didnt give me the pictures that we took.
maybe i wasnt that photogenic, and not that good looking, haha.
whatever it maybe, thank God for you, so that i wont think so much, and recall so much. :)

jia you in whatever things you have done.
I will continue to pray for you, your well being, your good friends, and your family. :D


Thank God for everything! :)

OCS here i come.

I dun ask for much, pray for me. :)

jia you in school wor. :)

memories of you, are wounds upon my heart.
seeing you with your close friend, i am indeed envious about him.

but there is nothing i can do.
bits of you, depressed me.
seeing me, you feel uncomfortable.
but seeing God, it is a relief for both of us, i believe,
or maybe, that is a relief for me.

Tired, and feeling low - I realised the insecurity in me, and all.
But God has came to set us free..

i have always hope to see you,
without letting you seeing me.
I always hope you are feeling comfortable,
and whatever you think it is good for you.

thank God for you, in this moment of life.
things are tumbling down at home.
struggling with life and affecting-future decisions,
I guess, God is just building me up, slowly.

Just hanging onto God,
if you have a sms or prayer for me, I think it will be a great blessing to me.
A great encouragement. :)

thank God for you. :)
and thank God for Christ,
because of Him,
tough journeys we are able to walk through.
definitely He is going to have a breakthrough in yours, and He will walk with you. :)

jia you Wor, Rachel,
and i still miss you. (:

love you, MY dear Lord. :)
and Rachel. :)

POP lo!

i had a thought to invite you, rachel.
but i know you will refuse:
because you wont be free
because you have school
because, you find there no need to - maybe.

what is so special about this POP for me?
the days, I think, and i went it through together with God.
It's tough, not to think of you whenever my friends said about their galfriends.
You have left, as much i remembered.
And You have left a part of you in me - your eyes, your smile, and the sensual touch of your beautiful hands.

It is great to see you on sunday service, had a small chat with you.
I wanted to care for you a bit that more, but i know if i do it, i know you will be sensitive over it.

deep down in me, deep down in my heart,
i really hope you can make it for the sunday, and my POP day.
the passing out parade was main thing -
I have shared it with God, He is the first who i wanted to share it with, then my brother and you.
I want to take pictures with you,
I want to tell you your boyfriend (now is ex-) is platoon best,
I want to show you the plug i receive,
I want you to help me wear my cap,
I want you to sit on the special seats that is only designated for the people,
I want you to be proud of me,
I want you to walk with me on the express lane of the Tekong Ferry Terminal,
I want to tell the others how beautiful you are,

And all of all,
I just want to tell you how great my God has given to me,
how much glory i receive that is all belonged to Him,
the journey He has walked with me,
how much He has loved me,
and I want to thank God that you are there, if you are.

that is how much I hope, and I want to.

but still, thank God, for He is there, whenever my emotions go weak.
Most of the time, though you are not there;
whenever i saw your the broke-up msg;
Thank God, for His Love, Grace and Mercy.

and I just hope,
that you are there.
To share all the joy that we have.

And i Just want to thank God all for now... :'(


and whatever that is for now..

you are always around some corner, in my dreams.it is as if, you are still inside of me.


and...
i miss you.. still, chel.
how i wish you know this all..
with loves. :)

this is yours and mine beautiful story.
everyone has their own stories, individually unique. :)
yours and mine is a beautiful one.
at least, we ended up as friends.
close as i want to be, yet you make distance.

I often wonder, should i get into a relationship, and I always think of you.
whenever i look at girls, you appeared in my mind.

I have always miss you.
just seeing couples simply holding hands, reminded me of you, the times when we have to sneakily hold each other hands. :)
hees! :)

I thank God for you.
and I have always been missing you.
it is a joy, in fact.
I guess God feels the same, when He thinks about us.

it is a delight in my life, to have you being part of my life.
it will be a difference if i dun have you. :)


Beyond a thousand, and millions in the sky.
Beautiful Rachel, there I find.
Was that a dream, was that a truth,
the answer speaks,
as i hold onto you. :)

I love you, still. :)
and...


...God bless you. :)

getting you out of my head is really hard.
It takes time, a lot of time.


I am enlisting soon.
will you miss me?
how i hope you ask me all these:
"how are you recently?"
"when are you enlisting?"
... but i think you wont.



nonetheless,
i still miss you.
i still never forget the two dates we went out.
and i have never forget that i had said i love you.



and not, i am loving you, still.
maybe things have changed slightly bit.
I am struggling bad in life.
Christ has provided much for me in life.
thank God that we are separated, because i am pretty busy now.
when i saw my mates doing something, i was thinking what happened if i am in that situation. :)

jia you in life wor.
and thank God for you. (: