POP lo!

i had a thought to invite you, rachel.
but i know you will refuse:
because you wont be free
because you have school
because, you find there no need to - maybe.

what is so special about this POP for me?
the days, I think, and i went it through together with God.
It's tough, not to think of you whenever my friends said about their galfriends.
You have left, as much i remembered.
And You have left a part of you in me - your eyes, your smile, and the sensual touch of your beautiful hands.

It is great to see you on sunday service, had a small chat with you.
I wanted to care for you a bit that more, but i know if i do it, i know you will be sensitive over it.

deep down in me, deep down in my heart,
i really hope you can make it for the sunday, and my POP day.
the passing out parade was main thing -
I have shared it with God, He is the first who i wanted to share it with, then my brother and you.
I want to take pictures with you,
I want to tell you your boyfriend (now is ex-) is platoon best,
I want to show you the plug i receive,
I want you to help me wear my cap,
I want you to sit on the special seats that is only designated for the people,
I want you to be proud of me,
I want you to walk with me on the express lane of the Tekong Ferry Terminal,
I want to tell the others how beautiful you are,

And all of all,
I just want to tell you how great my God has given to me,
how much glory i receive that is all belonged to Him,
the journey He has walked with me,
how much He has loved me,
and I want to thank God that you are there, if you are.

that is how much I hope, and I want to.

but still, thank God, for He is there, whenever my emotions go weak.
Most of the time, though you are not there;
whenever i saw your the broke-up msg;
Thank God, for His Love, Grace and Mercy.

and I just hope,
that you are there.
To share all the joy that we have.

And i Just want to thank God all for now... :'(


and whatever that is for now..