i guess so lol.
ahh, sorry ah, my home is too messy to visit.
my dad wanted to give you ang bao, and thought that when I go out today
supposed to meet you, but i went to sing kbox.
was wondering whether why you never sms,
is it because you busy?
or your papa and mama are around?
so I didnt sms, just in case whatever happens, lol. :P
and you will have the chance to nag at me.
and...
that shall... never! NOooo! happened. :P


definitely it helps.
but whether it drifts us apart,
it depends on both parts.
it is to bless each other, willingly
taking both parts to play. (:
whatever one does, it definitely affects the other.
for example, if one is not confident, the other will definitely feel it too.
especially our communication is so so so so... I shall have no comment. (:

some of my friends, are seeing me happy - I should be by right.
but i dunno what is happening to me. lol.
I am trying to, hard - but dun think i can hold it longer.
because it take both hands to clap.

see you soon...
and I miss you! (:

after all these quarrelling and stuffs...
i guess it also helps us to understand each other more.. am i right??
or did it make us drift away from each other??
hmmmm...
hope its the first one.. :)

<3 you.. xD

I want to love you again but how?

cos, have I lost you?
am I always what you have assumed?
and are you have been what I always assumed?

I am so scared...
so scared to hurt you...
so scared to hate you...
so scared to harden my heart against you...
so scared to love you...


and...
so scared to lose you...

sorry to lie to you.

thank God I am still kinda honest to you.

and yeah, hope you are taking care well of your health.



yup.





see you real soon? lols. :D

thank God thank God, I enjoyed myself with you today.

It is a blessing in disguise, eh?
I hope next time when we work together, we will bring more successes into our lives,
and bringing God's glory into our lives. (:

being an influence to others. (:

IT's a real blessing to have you in my life. (:

Thank God...
and...

Praise God! (:

i also missed you much.

I hoped, so much with you, during the time when you are down.
But I can't...

Do not say that you will pay any price, to do it.
Because, you will turn out to become someone else.

If you want to,
be strong in faith,
be strong in determination
be strong in trusting Christ
and do not lose what you are, now.

Often I lose my side to Devil,
when i am vulnerable.
which i am to you.
but as I learn and slow down with life.
my temper and strength it doesnt help at all.

the world is evil, except your spiritual families.
even when the world dun understand you, including me...
seek the Lord.
relying on your wisdom doesnt help, but a change of mind.
keep improving ba, I will support you!...

.... because I trust and believe in Gid,
for God lead me to choose you. (:

Praise God. (:

:D




Im gonna see God's place for me & seize God's purpose for my life!

Im willing to be commited to do God's purpose & be willing to pay the price.



i must not give up!

:)

missing you....

i did visit..just that i didn't post..
it has been quite some time ever since i blog.
i read those posts..
and yes..at least we got to know each other more!! xD
and we can also understand each other more..hehs.

i miss you.
and hope to see you soon.. :D
take cares yea?

The simple faith.
I was constantly reminded about what you told me;
I am sometimes childish and do that childish actions. lol. yeah true.
and that's so true. (:
Childish is different from child-like. (:

So, I changed because you want me to, I need to, I want to, and I believe I have to.
God sees it, God wants it too. (:
That childishness, I changed - I need to keep the child in me,
on the other hand, to grow and guard things, and develop my character. (:
finally developed a character of my own - in a way that God planned and wanted me to. (:

In so many ways, God reminded how you helped me and told me about the things that you done,
praying and the fact being truthful to me, that is more than enough.

I always wanted to lead you, to bring you out of what you are, now.
But I realised I cannot really lead you:
I fall,
I failed - I tried to lead you, but I fell badly through sins and distractions in my life.
God used me in an area of influence. I dun really think I can lead people, but I can affect people. That's why I always dream - and I am going to reach my dream, to reach Christ, to reach God.

you are a dancer, a worshipper....
...
...
...
...
................

or am I just thinking too much?

I got a very bad temper. easily angered, and super duper sensitive.
Roar! I just wanna see you!
And constantly in mind,
did you changed?
did your feelings changed?

I dunno whether to thank God or not - but I think I want to, and I choose to thank God.
During the time when I am not around, I thank God that people around you, support you, and all. I dunno whether to jealous about them or what - but I believe God will make a way out for my emotions to release, and I think I will feel better after I sleep, cos I think I am real tired.

let me rest, I am so sorry dear.