The simple faith.
I was constantly reminded about what you told me;
I am sometimes childish and do that childish actions. lol. yeah true.
and that's so true. (:
Childish is different from child-like. (:

So, I changed because you want me to, I need to, I want to, and I believe I have to.
God sees it, God wants it too. (:
That childishness, I changed - I need to keep the child in me,
on the other hand, to grow and guard things, and develop my character. (:
finally developed a character of my own - in a way that God planned and wanted me to. (:

In so many ways, God reminded how you helped me and told me about the things that you done,
praying and the fact being truthful to me, that is more than enough.

I always wanted to lead you, to bring you out of what you are, now.
But I realised I cannot really lead you:
I fall,
I failed - I tried to lead you, but I fell badly through sins and distractions in my life.
God used me in an area of influence. I dun really think I can lead people, but I can affect people. That's why I always dream - and I am going to reach my dream, to reach Christ, to reach God.

you are a dancer, a worshipper....
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or am I just thinking too much?

I got a very bad temper. easily angered, and super duper sensitive.
Roar! I just wanna see you!
And constantly in mind,
did you changed?
did your feelings changed?

I dunno whether to thank God or not - but I think I want to, and I choose to thank God.
During the time when I am not around, I thank God that people around you, support you, and all. I dunno whether to jealous about them or what - but I believe God will make a way out for my emotions to release, and I think I will feel better after I sleep, cos I think I am real tired.

let me rest, I am so sorry dear.