Saturday, April 11, 2009

welcome back to Singapore! hees! :)

bad headache strikes me today. real bad.
i thought is going to explode.
gonna see dr tomoro.


hope you are back and safe to see you in a piece.

...Do Not Treat Me Like A FOOL! i was so disappointed and upset when i found out that you told her about it and you still wanna act as if nothing happened in front of me!!...

I immediately emo after seeing that. but that makes me want to face you even more, to know what happened. (:
now, from the bottom of my heart, I want to tell you this:
I have never treated you as a fool. others may, but i have never.
there are things i have never told you, but i have always been truthful to you.
if you think how i behave is rather hypocrite, guess you are wrong!
it is just me: i didnt really wear mask. just that people who are closer knows i have a bad temper. I am struggling to control my up-and-down emotions everyday. (:
cos, i am really indeed an ignorant guy.


I want to look out for the truth. but firstly i will find you, cos i need to clarify with you for some of the misunderstandings. I know you are disappointed and angry with me, but i want to let you know, i will still want to find out the truth, because i am responsible about it.
on the other hand, i am just being truthful to you. yeah (:

have a good rest, i really hope to see you on sunday, if you dun mind to make an effort to. (: