this is yours and mine beautiful story.
everyone has their own stories, individually unique. :)
yours and mine is a beautiful one.
at least, we ended up as friends.
close as i want to be, yet you make distance.

I often wonder, should i get into a relationship, and I always think of you.
whenever i look at girls, you appeared in my mind.

I have always miss you.
just seeing couples simply holding hands, reminded me of you, the times when we have to sneakily hold each other hands. :)
hees! :)

I thank God for you.
and I have always been missing you.
it is a joy, in fact.
I guess God feels the same, when He thinks about us.

it is a delight in my life, to have you being part of my life.
it will be a difference if i dun have you. :)


Beyond a thousand, and millions in the sky.
Beautiful Rachel, there I find.
Was that a dream, was that a truth,
the answer speaks,
as i hold onto you. :)

I love you, still. :)
and...


...God bless you. :)

getting you out of my head is really hard.
It takes time, a lot of time.


I am enlisting soon.
will you miss me?
how i hope you ask me all these:
"how are you recently?"
"when are you enlisting?"
... but i think you wont.



nonetheless,
i still miss you.
i still never forget the two dates we went out.
and i have never forget that i had said i love you.



and not, i am loving you, still.
maybe things have changed slightly bit.
I am struggling bad in life.
Christ has provided much for me in life.
thank God that we are separated, because i am pretty busy now.
when i saw my mates doing something, i was thinking what happened if i am in that situation. :)

jia you in life wor.
and thank God for you. (:

i wonder.. what have you been learning and do? (:

hmmm,

i am moving on.
i guess, you are moving on fast. (:

thank God for you.
still sms you for a longer period of time. feel like a sense of achievement. (:


but rather, how i hope i can share the word with you daily.
thank God, because i dunno whether i want to be a nurse.
it's not because nursing is not a nice job.
in actually fact, i do like nursing.
it has never failed to break my heart whenever I saw the sick.

but nonetheless, there is something more for me to do.
people do need nursing care, however the Lord shows me what is beyond nursing.
thank God. (:
the process of going through nursing is a great process.
and i am going on my next step.


jia you wor. (:
thank God for you.
I will pray for you, together with my other friends too. (:

I really hope that, you are that understand a bit of me.
but I guess you will find it really pointless.

is it only when we try to know each other, then we can talk to each other?
cant we just know each other better, as a friend, and as a community?
why not? (:


thank God for you.
I mis you. (:

I realised, and i want to thank God, and thank you.


God just showed me different things, in your perspectives.
you didn't say things that are harsh to me.
you didnt talk bad about me: you have guarded my pride, something that i has, but little.
my mistakes, apparently I am too against it.
my priorities, did i misplaced them?
understanding you, are a totally different world for me.
but I guess that is what relationship about - it just gives me more affirmation how whenever God just spoke words of encouragement and trust into my life, with relationship.

you are just not that expressive, a very traditional lady who just wants to be side by side with me, helping me in all the things in the world. thank God for you. (:
I really hope you are the only one for me. i dun really bother about others.
do not feel bad, when you didnt managed to go into nursing.
because I am not into nursing too - i am just like you, going into business.
how i hope i can understand you more, and more.
because you did all that, not because you dun bother, but because you bother so much and you loved me too. (:
the way you love, is the way you accept too. (:

I just want to say thank you.
definitely i understand you want to dance and breakfree in all senses.
jia you wor. (:

I will pray you, hard. (:
like how I will pray for the others. (:
I love you, God loves you.
and hope you enjoyed the time in school. (: